You know what doesn't spark joy? My fucking period. You'd think I would've managed to get used to shedding the lining of my uterus - it's only happened every month since I was 10. Yes, I was 10 fucking years old the moment I thought I had minutes to live. Convinced I was dying, I…
Tag: death
Vitamin D
After a 13 year drought from the peen, I'm back on the horse - so to speak. People keep asking when I started to find myself attracted to doodles and to be honest, it's a super hard question to answer - haha 'hard'. I've always found men aesthetically attractive; and all the women and nb…
If you wanna be my lover 2.0
Well, who would have thought I'd be here again? I thought I was done with dating, but turns out I still had lessons to learn and the universe wasn’t done so I got caught in a perpetual shit show and a storm of emotions. Now that the sadness has lifted, I’m doing what any self…
Cluck, Cluck, Clucky.
It’s hard to say exactly when my obsession with being a mother (and babies in general) all began but the more I think about it; I blame my Baby Born circa 1996, Leonie. While other little girls were begging their parents for The Beauty and The Beast on VHS and wearing every butterfly clip they could…
Sisters are doing it for themselves.
I've been 'dating' since I was 13 years old, well before I knew what dating actually meant. Back then, it was pretty much just me making out with my first ever boyfriend Arie for the entire 2 hours and 23 minutes of Pirates of The Caribbean and every movie we ever watched. Ahhh, that was…
It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to.
As I sit here listening to your old voice mails, I know you would be furious to think that I am at home, in bed, listening to Slim Dusty and bawling. I just can't help it. It's my first birthday since we lost you and I'll fucking cry if I want to. It just doesn't feel right…
You can’t always get what you want.
I'm currently in that phase of my 20's where I'm starting to realise (despite my parents best intentions) that I can't actually always have everything I want. Now that the disappointment is setting in, shit is obviously getting real. Now, you may be thinking "P, you're a real go-getter, you can achieve anything that you put your mind to..." and you…